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you're a nice guy with the wrong attitude.28.11.09i wonder where dreams gowhen reality gets in their way and if they fly off, get caught in flames, burn up and drift away. i wonder if people are still people, even if they hate themselves and the rest of the world or if they are just humans. i wonder if hearts really do get black from years of abuse, if they curl up, crinkle and ripen with age, and if heartbreak ever speeds up the process. i wonder why life is complicated; we pull on each other's ropes, until everyone and everything, is unraveling and we can't untie the knots. i wonder if you're still the same person, the same person i left, you left, the same one who whispered lullabies to dead flowers and cradled broken hearts in your hands like they were or ever were anything worth worrying about. i wonder if God has a help desk, and if there are people waiting in line to wait in line, to wait in a line to get in heaven or if there's lots of empty chairs and no president. i wonder why hope escapes the homes of poverty, rape victims and children living with alcoholic parents, because they're the ones who deserve it the most. ouch. my eyes hurt 'cause my computer's too glaring. anyway, before cell, i was forced to look after simon's OLDER SISTER who's seriously mentally unstable. she thinks of the most random questions, and can go on about it for an hour. she wanted to brainwash me to eat more instant noodles so that i can grow fat. HAHAHA. she's the type of person who totally suits the badge saying : "dear God, if you can't make me skinnier, please make all my friends fatter." and seriously, she attacked me while wearing a facial mask. then i told her i'll walk around with a dagger in my belt and she did some spastic "URRKK" dying sound. HAHAHAHAHA. and when we saw a lizard in the room, she was like "EW. YUCK. THERE'S A KOMODO DRAGON IN THE ROOM!!!" and she started hyperventilating and going "AHHH. AHHH!" then she suddenly halted and said : "NO. that's a crocodile!" hilarious woman. HAHA. cell was awesome as usual. :DDD played captain's ball with a bar of soap. the soap's supposed to represent a life. then you kinda "save" a "soul" by scoring a goal. and we wet the soap before playing to make it nice and slippery. so it also kinda shows that our lives are really fragile and easy to lose. all the pro captain ballers fail at this. it's hilarious to watch tall skinny guys catch a bar of soap. i seem to be posting really long posts nowadays. it's probably addiction. HAHAHA. i should stop. |
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